What are the positive and negative associations that you and those around you have with blogging? Have attitudes changed over time?
I do not really have an association. It is just something I do and have been doing ever since I found a site to do it with. I used to have my own site. I once owned an Open Diary, a Teen Open Diary, Xanga, Wordpress, Blogger, Something that let you update from aim (one of the few of that time), Livejournal, Deadjournal, and now this. I am just a known blogger, yet my interest in blogging has decreased over time.
I used to write everyday about everything and now, it just seems pointless. The questions that come to my mind, it seems like it is something I have to deal with... and by the time I have time to note something extraordinary/surprising, the phase is over. Who knows what is going on or went on... I guess life just goes on and you just have to let go. I guess that is one thing I learned, that it was better when I didn't write about my problems only to read them later, but instead just slept on it or did something to distract me. Still, it is hard to completely stop blogging.
I just saw Last Kiss starring Zach Braff. Wow... I was expecting a romantic comedy but instead, it left me wondering and not feeling too golly. I sometimes hate when movies do that. Thinking is nice and all but when I feel confused about relationships, even more than I already am, it is frustrating. It is almost like I want that fairy tale story, except even that can be messed up... for example, a guy can be marrying a girl but then he realizes he loves someone else... and the girl moves on too or just shows some contentment. That reminds me, I have no idea what happened to one of the characters in the movie... I really hate wondering.
Are relationships supposed to be easy? Is the work really worth it if you are the one who screwed up? Do guys really like girls who open up to them or do they prefer something easier? Hell, who doesn't prefer something easier but I mean, I always hear that you cannot make your boyfriend your best girl friend, and maybe there is a reason for that? With friends, is it good that you feel close to someone, despite them not feeling very close with you? How far does being used go when it comes to friends? Is it okay to a certain level because you are friends?
When is it okay to mourn over someone or be freaked out? When you knew who they were before the press told you or when you realized you might have talked to them at some point? Is it selfish or shallow when you do not think about anything like the Columbine or VA Tech shooting? Is it dramatic when you can't help but randomly think about it? Is it just a part of life, much like couples breaking up and losing what they had? That is a weird comparison but heartbreak occurs from pain, and I am just wondering if pain is necessary or normal in life... just different in how it is given... or is it fear that is more normal? Do you need pain to realize what really matters and to stay in line?
I really hate movies that make me wonder and go off on a WTF tangent. I think this is why I have not been posting, because I have avoided thinking for too long, but at this hour, I cannot help it. If I was just reading my usual princess diaries books, I would just giggle at stuff, but nothing more. It's the girly thing to do and it just comes natural... yet anything concerning real people makes me cautious. I think I am a closet introvert.
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